man with the purple face
i don't think i've ever felt like i belonged anywhere..until i went to seattle. i don't really know what it was about the place...but it just felt so good to be there. the people, the atmosphere, all of it made me feel so happy. the south is so...rushed all the time. just being in the north gives me a totally different feeling. i know i can be myself and not worry about people judging me cause i'm from the north (or from the south..depends on location). people just are who they are up there...there aren't as many judgmental people and there are literally no issues based on some sort of prejudice (you know what i'm talking about). people from the south are so defensive to. you make one comment about the south and they're like "no way, northerners are like that" and they give you all the reasons why the south is better. i think you all need to chill out...seriously.
my religious standing is not something i questioned until i moved here. i always accepted what i was told...that there is a god and a heaven and a hell. hell is where the "bad people" go, and heaven is for the "good people". well when i came here, religion was everywhere. and being the rebel i am, i made sure to form my own opinions about it and let people know. i really just got confused..call it ignorance (although i would prefer you not to) but i think it was smart to question it. people who don't question things are what makes life so boring. in reality, i really should just go along with the norm and stop questioning every single little thing. i should stick to what the majority is and not be so rebellious. but reality is a force to reckoned with..and sadly, i am a difficult person. and so, i believe that there might be a god. and there might be a heaven and a hell...but i am not going to totally admit that because, like most people..i have no idea. i want some hard proof evidence of these ideas, and then i might reconsider my position. i'm just sick of everyone telling me what i should and shouldn't believe. i let you believe what you want..so let me do the same. religion is truly a beautiful thing, because it allows people to come together and essentially unite all because they share the same opinions. but as soon as it crosses the line (and by that i mean..when people are trying to force me to join in on their opinions) thats when i have a problem. please guys, just let me be me.
who ever supported the idea that staying out til three in the morning was not responsible?? i mean, okay...if you have to be up at like 8am for work..then yeah. but what if you don't have to do anything the next morning? i would say i've been pretty responsible this last year of high school. i maintained good grades and graduated with a 3.5 gpa...i've held a part time job for the past two and a half years and this year i worked week nights through the school year..i've watched my little brother after school everyday for the last five years (at least) and my social life has never been anything to shout at. i think i deserve to be able to stay out til 3am if i want. i've totally earned it. as long as i hold my job and there is no partying...come on now. throw me a bone here.
WHERE THE HELL ARE MY EMAILS?? I'VE BEEN HINTING AND HINTING..AND NOBODY SEEMS TO GET IT! EMAIL ME DAMMIT!!
