a pale september
June 21, 2003
i am not sure i feel much like writing because i am tired. but..i do need to say a few things i didn't say earlier because i was hurried. i went to the funeral place today. and it was much harder than i thought. i would never fully admit this to anyone, but it was very hard for me. to see death so closely..to see the impact it had on others..it was terrible. i don't think i'll be at the funeral tomorrow. forgive me, but it's much harder than i ever thought. there are no words to explain how i feel about it...i just can't deal right now.the adventures of spending the night at lara's will not be forgotten! goodness...how many people can fit in one bed?
as with everyday, i got some new insight into life today. i really can't put it into words right now though...give me a day or two.
jeremy, thank you for the roses. seriously, that was the nicest thing you could have done for me. it's awesome to know you care.