"when all the colors mix together...to grey"-lyrics from dave

okay so, i didn't do all that much in high school. i didn't join many clubs, i didn't get involved in many activities, and playing sports was not an option. i suppose thats not too impressive. but the things i did do with my 'school time' were really fun..so maybe that counts for something. being in drama was fun, singing and dancing in choir was a blast (although hard at times) and reading in the library during my free time was relaxing. i wish i'd done something to impress people though. like been in the N.H.S or joined a science club. people always asked me the last few months of school "so what are your plans?" or "where are you going to school?" and i always had to hold my head high and say "i don't know yet." and then of course you get that 'look' and then the "oh, well...okay." sorry for not being a scholar or an all-star athlete. personally, a lot of the people i knew that were those things had heads the size of watermelons...and couldn't hold a conversation to save their life. yes, even the smart ones. they were so smart that their level of communication was way beyond what i'll ever be. maybe i'm still trying to figure out who i am. maybe thats why i'm so hard on everyone who seems to already know. the flow of life sure is a strange one.

i burned the bottoms of my feet kinda bad. so anyone who wants to help me out with this problem is more than welcome.

jeremy, thanks for the semi-marathon of emails last night. it was fun. we should do it again sometime.

*NOTE*i have email. i use it. i write back. i am nice to write to. just a thought.