"are you guys digging around down there? sounds like you're digging in a box!"-lara

life got interesting tonight. i can always count on lara to make me laugh. "what are you guys doing down there?? i hear rubbing!!" yeah...we're still laughing about that one.

so the book is almost complete. a few more pictures and some more notes and it'll be FINISHED!! i am quite proud of myself. i glued it all and made the basic design myself. jeremy and lara were awesome with all the funny "sayings" and the pictures pretty much speak for themselves. i think i may have found my calling.

i went to steak and shake tonight. oh man. i sat next to jeremy and he was eating chicken with honey mustard. i haven't eaten meat in soooo long. i almost took some of it...but jeremy wouldn't let me. good thing too. i would be feeling pretty bad about now.

so i got some "guy advice" tonight. and it gave me some wonderful insight that i thought i already had. apparently, i've been playing it all wrong. i thought guys didn't like the girls that seemed "too into them" and so i try not to do that. of course, sometimes i just can't help showing someone i like them. but that (by no means) says i'm obsessive. so instead i choose to take the "higher route" most of them time and play the hard ass. much to my disadvantage. apparently guys don't like that much either. so what the hell?? you don't like us to act really into you..and you don't like us to act like we don't. SO WHATS A GIRL TO DO???

ryan, if my phone message the other night pissed you off then i'm sorry. the frusterations of the day had built up. now i'm scared to call....