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tim is a nazi. (ryan, read this. the bottom part is for you)

August 07, 2003
oh my good lord. someone drop my computer off a cliff. i don't think i could handle myself afterwards. i hate it. it sucks. i hope it blows up.

tonight totally sucked. i had to close bakery with audrey (the queen of the panera bakery) and i thought i had it made. but nooooooo. audrey is usually cool to close with, but on this paticular night we had tim as a manager. someone shoot me. he's so damn nitpicky, telling us to do all these ridiculous things claming that the "head honcho" told him to. yeah well you know what? i've worked there for two and a half years...i think i know how to close the damn bakery.

i saw my friend charles tonight and got the hook up!! no no you sicko people. not that kind of hook up. he works at u.s express and he supposed to hire someone to work the third shift. hmmm. 9pm to 8am sitting on the phone taking accident claims from truckers who can't drive. who in their right mind would do that? I WOULD! starting at $8.00 an hour and working an 11 hour shift. thats $600 per paycheck (don't quote me on that cause i'm too tired to do the math). the only catch is that it's on fridays, saturdays and sundays. not so good. oh well. charles is supposed to call me tomorrow, so only time will tell.

alright. so i'm feeling bad about something. i've been very difficult to one person (well truthfully..a lot of people..but they don't count). ryan, i've been kind of short with you lately...annoyed...and generally bitchy. i feel bad about that, but in all fairness...we haven't really been communicating lately. i hate that because i feel weird whenever i call now for whatever reason. i'm not a weirdo, obsessive or any sort of jealous. i just don't like how things are going...and i want to fix them. onegai shimasu...i miss you:(

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