::Unexpected Liberation::
"drinking coffee; making plans to change the world."

bliss in the truest form

September 29, 2003
a series of "revelations" have hit me recently, if you hadn't already noticed. i have been looking back on events of my life, and people i used to know, and just realizing that life is in constant state of change. just like the earth itself, things are always moving forward and changing.

it's crazy, but people live so much in the past sometimes. rarely do we look forward to tomorrow because we are so focused on the mistakes of today. admit to it or not, but it's the truth.

for example, i write in this diary as a way to reflect on the events of the day. i write to vent, to capture a moment, or even just because i'm bored. i write about my life because, while it's boring to some people, the events of my life are 'diary worthy' and i just like writing about them.

rarely do i stop and think about tomorrow with a good feeling. and like just about every other human, i am in a constant state of stress about money, bills, and the said "events of tomorrow."

of course, i am making a point here.

i think the only cure to this lack of optimism is another human. yes, i am saying that surrounding yourself with others is the cure to less stress!

amazing.

i digress.

my mood has been seriously altered in the past few weeks. not that i was unhappy a few weeks ago, but it's become something even better than it was. am i making sense?

enter: scorpio guy

i just wanted to say thanks for being such an awesome person. you are a true blessing to me and life in general. i look forward to every call, every 'super duper' night, and i wear your hoodie with pride (once).

life is good.

4:24 p.m. ::
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