all roads lead to somewhere...except, some just end.
October 08, 2003
i almost decided to change the course of my life and become a photographer. instead of long hours in a radio station, i wanted to produce those award winning images i love browsing through online. but, no.
i am back where i started. working 40 hour weeks at panera, not knowing which college i want to attend, wondering if seattle will ever come, and thinking all the time that "i'm never going to get out of this town."
it's so hard to make a decision about anything because, sadly, everything involves $$$$. and money is an extreme sore point in my existence. i know i don't have a right to complain, and i'm not, but my future is UNDECIDED folks, and that SCARES ME.
i don't want to be scooping cream cheese at panera for 3 more years.
help me.
