it's hard to be the first to give in

yep, those dramatic times.

the life changing, mind altering, breath catching, change of heart times.

in honor of these wonderful moments, i have decided to swallow my pride and quit being so stubborn.

so, today, i am going to go to walmart and buy three cards.

one for katie, my lost love.

one for pastor arnold, no explaination needed.

and one for bethany, my former best friend that i've let slip away.

perhaps i was too harsh, or maybe it was lost communication skills, or just that too much time had elapsed. whatever the reasons, i let myself become someone who i had always made fun of in school. one those girls who was mad at their friend and creating drama.

not much drama in this situation, just a bunch of immature high school seniors who had never learned the value of good friends.

and so, i am having one of those moments. those life changing, mind altering, breath catching, change of heart moments.

ah, life.