definition

I want to define myself, my life, my spirituality and my relationships.

I want to define my purpose for living and breathing.

Defining all of these things helps me to be. And without definition, I am just a lonely wanderer of a place that doesn't even belong to me.

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I haven't written in a few days, and even now, I don't know what to write.

I've been scattered lately, and there isn't much to say about it. All reason and purpose is lost on me at the moment, and I can barely hold a single thought in my head long enough to process it.

Old habits die hard.