what else is new, right?

It comes in stages, and usually in the middle of very stressful times. Of course, when am I NOT stressed and soul searching?

I am quite confused about life and all it holds for me. Sometimes it seems to be overflowing with good, and other times, I feel like I am drowning in the bad. I seize every chance to write about what I'm feeling, but I just feel like I'm repeating myself in a very annoying way. Sometimes I think I have gotten everything clairified to my satisfaction, and then I realize that I'm not happy with my conclusions at all.

There are times when I am insanely happy with a situation, and other times when it irritates me to the very core. I have so much emotion that I could never run out, but I express it in unhealthy ways sometimes. I let the little things get to me, and my common sense suffers because of it.

As a person, you should at least know yourself right? Well, I have no idea where to begin. And if I don't know myself, then how can I expect others to know me?

Confusion will be the death of me.