I'm sorry.

It amazing how important people become once they're gone.

There is a famous old quote that says "You have to be the change you want to see in the world."

And I agree.

I don't know what my next move is. I wish that I could say I wasn't scared at the possibilities running through my head, but I am scared. I'm scared of what I'm capable of, and I'm scared of what I might do given the circumstances.

Nobody said you had to be strong all the time. I just don't want to be "the crazy one" or have people see me for something I'm not. Sometimes the pain is just too much, you know?

Nobody said you had to be strong all the time...