I don't know what to do.

I just spent an hour writing an entry and trying to explain what's been going on.

I deleted it though. Maybe I'll save it for another time.

For now, just know that I'm not doing so great. Things are surfacing that I've been trying to hold back...and it's coming at a bad time.

So don't hold it against me if I'm not around much.

And don't forget me either.