Sun dried SDA
October 03, 2005
Ugh.It's another Monday. A Monday filled with various thoughts, feelings, and reminders. None of them especially good; none of them especially bad.
Yesterday was a wonderful day. Happy, spent alone, and sweet.
Today was the opposite. I miss so many things that I didn't even realize until today. Things that I can no longer have, and will never be able to have again. Everything is different now, and realizing that all over again....well, it's rough.
I just can't wait to leave.
I have to get out of here and be who I am without....everything.
I'm not ashamed to be who I am. On this day, and in this moment.