::Unexpected Liberation::
"drinking coffee; making plans to change the world."

Sun dried SDA

October 03, 2005
Ugh.

It's another Monday. A Monday filled with various thoughts, feelings, and reminders. None of them especially good; none of them especially bad.

Yesterday was a wonderful day. Happy, spent alone, and sweet.

Today was the opposite. I miss so many things that I didn't even realize until today. Things that I can no longer have, and will never be able to have again. Everything is different now, and realizing that all over again....well, it's rough.

I just can't wait to leave.

I have to get out of here and be who I am without....everything.

I'm not ashamed to be who I am. On this day, and in this moment.

4:19 p.m. ::
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