I scare myself sometimes.
May 15, 2006
I wish it wasn't so easy.So easy to drown (and I mean, literally) my bad days.
I wanted so badly for it to all go away, but it never did. It stayed, it mocked me, it even laughed a little bit.
I lost control last night. Just like I said I would....and nobody was around for the lowest, like usual.
How's that for dramatic? I'd say it's pretty damn stellar.