Hello. I've missed you.

Many, many months. At least.

For now, I am finding solace in the privacy you provide. Away from the judgemental eyes of myspace, and the people who read my blog for selfish reasons.

So, here. Copy and pasted because of a fleeting second thought I had before posting it there. Thank goodness for those...

I live a beautiful life. I know beautiful people. I see and expect beautiful things.

And still, the tears that threaten to fall at this moment are filled with more pain and love than I could ever imagine.

I believe in Jesus, I do. I believe there was a man so wonderful and beautiful that he created such an amazing world. A man who gave, who loved others so completely, and who's greatest gift was the knowledge that faith can move mountains. Faith and Love.

The day that I started to learn who I was, was the day that I accepted those things. Science can only teach us the intricacies of our bodies and minds, it will never be able to explain how. To deny that the creation of earth ever existed is to deny yourself. Easily.

We are the earth.

Some of the happiest times of my life were spent in deep conversation about God and Life. Some of the best days I have ever lived were spent running around outside under the trees in deep appreciation for the earth beneath my feet. Currently, my soul aches for those times....times that I've missed in the last year, and times that I'm afraid I'll never see again.

Life changes. Time changes.