are you strong enough?
November 26, 2003
I just tried to write two letters.I didn't finish either of them, and I really have no idea how to continue.
James once said to me "your entries always seem like pleas for clarity"..and it's true. I long to be understood and to understand.
It kills me when I can't figure out how I feel about something, and even more so to anyone else. I don't believe I'm fickle (a detestable term, indeed) but I know that I like to analyze things to the fullest.
Man...I can't even figure out how to finish this entry....
Emotions make things so hard.
