Cannot keep from falling apart at the seams

I don't know why, and I wish that I could change it...but I have no idea what's going on.

I just know that I am overwhelmed, and I am doing everything in my power to get away from it. I am pushing away every possible thing that could hurt me more, and throwing myself into things that are safe. It's not making me happier, but at least I know I'm okay.

For now at least.