Let's get a few things straight...

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Constant soul searching. The sudden urge to write about all you're feeling, and surpressing the urge to run outside and shout out your feelings to the world.

It's about hearing a song and letting it stir the emotions deep within...and then pouring yourself out in no certain order. It's about confusion running rampant, and yet, a constant feeling of knowing who you are and exactly what you want to say to anyone and everyone.

It's poetry. Sheer poetry for no good reason.

It's love and disgust all rolled into one big ball of frusteration, and then taking all the rules and throwing them out the window for the hell of it. It's making up your own rules to live by, and following the path set up for you by the Almighty Father. It's about falling constantly and sheding those skins you have become confortable in, only to grow new skin. Thicker skin.

It's about falling in love with a few wrong boys. And then really falling in love with the right boy...and finding out that love was a lot harder than you thought.

And underneath it all, it's about recognizing all of these things and being glad that you have the ability to do so.

It's about living.